You know... Losing a friend hurts. What hurts more is that when you look outside and you remember everything that happend down here. What REALLY sucks is when your most deepest secret is let out. .... Yeah. Thanks to my so called "friends" Im thinking about moving down to P.A... New start. Ya know? Im tired of all this "drama" & "he said she said" things. One guy who knows about my secret is right across the street right now.... Apperantly hes afraid of me. Guess I cant trust anyone. And my friends wonder why, oh wait. "friends" wonder why im so cut off from everyone & barely ever tell any of my problems. & to top it off. I just lost my boyfriend. I guess you could say "fiancee". Apperantly it takes guys only a week to move on.. Even if they are in love. If I could have one wish right now. Any wish. Itd be to get away from here. To get away from the stares. To get away from the lies. The games. Not like it'll probably do me any good. & My best friend just completely abandoned me. Suddenly... Two years isnt so waitable. Well, Im getting off. To stressed out now.
ps: I thought she loved me like a sis?? I thought he loved me? Guess this is where the blogs name comes into play.
Okay, Yeah the blog thing is LOV3 d0sn+ ex!st. Cause Ill get to that later in the blog. For right now though, Im venting about make up work. ON THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL! are you fucking kidding me!!!! >_< Im homeschooled which sucks. a lot. Especially over the internet. I dont recommend internet schooling. Cause it really does nothing. I mean hell, Im getting work done right now thats due past april & march. & its not even considered late!!! Whats the point of the words "late work" in this school??? I have no clue. My Dads coming home at 1pm-ish to check on me so this shall be fun.. >_> hey hes bringing me Mc.D's though for lunch!! ^_^ so Cant complain that much. Except bout the make up work. Im complaining all I want on that. Oooooo. I have an idea for the next post Ill write during my lunch break [aka when my Dad gets home] But GRRRRRRR! Haha. Im so pissed I have this much make up work to do. oh. & math? When do we seriously use this in life. Im 15 & I havnt used anything except addition, subtraction, multiplying,& division. So where do we need to know the square root of pie? & really? Whose that stupid that they dont know how to tell if a graph is going up higher, lower, or remaning the same? Just grrrrrrrrr. I hate math if you cant tell. Yet I love astronomy. >_> god im so werid lmao. & I hate Science to!!! Well my teachers who taught it to me in public school at least. THey barely taught anything. If you live in Ohio, do NOT go to FIRESTONE HIGH SCHOOL OR LITCHFIELD MIDDLE SCHOOL!!!!! Hahahhaha. They will screw you over just to get you out of there. & wayyyyy to many gun threats & bomb threats & & & Drug bustings. Just a messed up as hell school. I mean my ex-bf carried a knfie that if you put the tip of it on the top of your middle finger and layed it down your arm itd go about half way up to your elbow. & he didnt get caught with it. Even when he went thru the random metaldetector. Okay, well i gotta get back to work, So overall. REMIND ME TO NEVER GET BEHIND AGAIN!!!! >_< ......... unless it invloves Mc.D's! xD
